Those of you who know me, know that this separation, and now this divorce, is hitting me very hard. I thought I knew what kind of relationship I've had for the last 13 years, and realizing that I never knew it at all has been devastating.
I feel exactly the same way. Try as I might, I can't phrase it any more eloquently.
I will always, always cherish the years we had together, and love for her still fills my heart.
But I can see a future ahead of me now that I couldn't see a year ago, possibilities that simply weren't there.
I only wish that she would come with me.